If there was something I really wanted to do right now, it's this.

Ive been wanting to learn scuba diving since highschool

Some rantings. But then again, there are medical restrictions I have to bear in mind. This is my first year of summer without sea, Ive been tempted a couple of times to tag along with my Dad in our island and sneak out to the ocean but then again, I do not want to experience the same pain I had last year. (I did sneak in on our last trip and got sick for a couple of days). I really really feel frustrated!

Wishfully thinking about scuba diving - other than having SLE, is that Im also myopic. How am i to see underwater? And financially, my mother has borrowed all of my money (in which case I have to wait for her to pay me before I am able to do anything else). It would also be lousy that in any case I would want to go dip in seawater, it's either I don't go out at 9am to 4pm or come out in full wetsuit (with hood, mind you) and tons of SPF. So I guess I have to wait another year. Ive waited for this long enough, I can tolerate this waiting game. Underwater photographer dream has got to wait!

More on SLE: My prednisone is down by 1mg. Slow. Unless i get this steroid out of my system They're pretty much restricting me from most stuff (and that maroon 5 concert, oh!). I really hope this isn't a lifetime-kind-of-thing. I want a normal life. More of good news, test results are getting better, maybe a couple more months before it reaches normal just have to be more patient. This heat is killing me!