some updates:
this booklust is rendering me bankrupt!
in a span of two weeks, i finally got a copy of Process Recess 3 by James Jean, a Yoshitaka Amano novel, Vertigo Tarot by Dave McKean, Wicked by Gregory Maguire (I've read this before, took me years to finally decide to own one) and Fables 15: Rose Red. and finished reading all of them in a breeze. Now Im bored again.
Ive been getting most of the stuff from my wishlist recently. And I don't know if that's a good or a bad thing. For one, if i get what i wished for, i have nothing more to do. This sense of contentment would render me purposeless for the rest of my life or most of it. And I've only dropped a few coins in the well. (yung mga five and ten peso coin nalang ang natitira) Actually, what's left in my list are the places I want to go to abroad (which are likely to happen in the not-so-distant-future imo). It can be a bit scary.
Then there's work. And the irritating question of what i've been up to being unemployed. I hate to admit that it gets disturbingly depressing to answer that it is because of my condition and not on my personal verdict to call a job quits. Like i still have no control of what happens in my life. I am thankful to be given this sabbatical of sorts but this indefiniteness is killing me. I like things to go as planned. But as they say, color your life with the chaos of trouble.
A note: it doesn't mean that when I open up something to you, you have the right to address the issue without my consent/whenever you want. have some discretion. some topics are not easy to swallow lest easy to digest.
